I'm having a hard time seeing clearly how it changed me through this veil, but I know I grew and something happened and is happening.
Some major and minor catalysts and products of change from the past week or so...
-talked to a guy and was able to finally forgive him and myself
-made a commitment and followed through even though it resulted in adding to end of the week exhaustion and the loss of my voice
-reconciled in humility when I wanted to have an entitlement to being offended and right in the situation
-discovering that my words meant something to people and were remembered
-fresh excitement and hope
-awareness of love
-awareness of dependence
-awareness of answered prayers
-recognition of God's listening ear
-sharing hearts with a dear friend over yogurt
-acted like an adult
-reality checks
-satisfied
-lots of joy; especially in one of my favorite moments... Luis (my 3rd grader who speaks hardly any english) dancing with the quirkiest moves ever in the middle of a circle of cheering peers and bouncing puppets made of pool noodles and pipe cleaners
-lots of prayer
-claiming freedom
-peace and so much gratitude in and for this season
-being a part of something bigger
-falling deeper in love with Him
-His beloved
Life is really great. God is doing things. I'm ready to graduate and I'm expecting great things.

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