Thursday, May 31, 2007

smells like summer

May will be over in about a half hour.

Weird. I feel like this has been such a momentous month and it's going to be over and passed.... Sometimes life is so anticlimactic (sidenote, did you know "bathetic" is a synonym for "anticlimactic"). I like life.

June will be great... I'm in summer mode, which means time to be with friends thus every night will be spent with them. Time for frisbee, bike rides, picnics, the dollar theater, playing flashlight tag, the beach, bonfires, dinner parties, basketball, soccer, games inside, silly trips to L.A., San Diego, and the like, etc. Hooray!




























If anyone wants to do any of the things on that list or anything else fun let's be friends. Si non, dommage.

Monday, May 28, 2007

some things are hard to say

I don't know why my life is as good as it is. Every day seems to be better than the one before it. My life has never been this rich on a daily basis....


You haven't even left and I already miss you.


That's one of my best friends. His name is Nic and he's moving to Africa for 6 months with Krochet Kids (http://krochetkids.blogspot.com/). We drove up to San Luis Obispo to visit friends this weekend and had a lot of time to talk and process the past 4 years of going through college together. We were in Taco Bell in Buellton talking about how much we had changed and how our friendship had changed since freshman year when he said, "freshman year, I never would have expected that we would be so close now."

When he leaves who will I have theological discussions and debates with? Who will call out every bullshit assertion I make?Who will talk with me about personal identity? Who will remember who I used to be and appreciate who I became?

I guess I'll have to wait 6 months. Things change, but we'll still be friends even if I'm married by the time he gets back, as he insists will be the case. His optimism is amusing. Until then I appreciate the other friendships that are so important to me, lovely people with whom I can talk, bike, laugh, cook, play speed scrabble, play video games, play flashlight tag.... etc.

Still, some people will always be hard to say goodbye to.

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

little brother


This is my love, I miss my little brother.


sidenote: this is him 11 years ago... he's not so little any more.

Sunday, May 13, 2007

misconception

I sometimes think that love is like tightrope walking.


Love is NOT like tightrope walking.


No love "because", no love "if", just "love period".

my child


umm there's something I've been meaning to tell you all... this is awkward...



Happy Mother's Day!

Saturday, May 12, 2007

goodness


mingalaba!


some Asian girl I picked up at The Lab

mmmmango....

lassies

mmm yes!

c'est si bon!




take 2

Thursday, May 10, 2007

inevitable

I hate feeling like I'm disappointing people.

Wednesday, May 09, 2007

that week... and that day...

Yay for graduation!

Yeah, this pose is pretty typical of me I guess. I just posted tons of the week's memories on facebook and noticed that my cover photo for the two albums shows me in almost identical poses. What a nerd.

Anyway last week was AMAZING!!!

The actual commencement ceremony was probably my biggest highlight. There was much yelling, picture taking, and tortilla tossing... I danced a little jig when I walked to get my diploma folder from Murray. I didn't plan on that... I think I was just really excited. haha There's so much more to say, but I'm not feeling especially verbose this evening.


-Magianno's with Tim



-nearly bowled



-late nights



-a broken foot




-chronic taco








-too much food....


-best birthday to date





-family together again!



-Disneyland



-more cheesecake



-seeing friends... some I hadn't seen for a few days, others I hadn't seen for a few months

















-a wonderful surprise in the form of Megan Svensson on my doorstep


-baccalaureate.... sp?


-more food


-the big ceremony!










-on and on...










I miss people... I remember when the question was asked "what makes you cry?" one girl who used to go to my lifegroup responded, "saying goodbye". I think about that a lot and it's true. I hate saying goodbye to people I love.

On the horizon: Spending time with lovely people, helping with the kindergarten farm play, lifegroup brunch, etc.